I'm having a Monday on a Tuesday (that just doesn't seem fair)

So I am excited to report that Summer session for school started. (sarcasm) I swear 2 weeks off isn't enough to maintain my sanity. I did, however, give myself a break and only took 2 online courses this semester that way I'm not having to drive back and forth from school to work to home and then back again. That wore me out very quickly.

Since the last time I blogged I have don't NOTHING that I wrote about. Not a single thing. I have thought about doing things...I consider that "mentally preparing" myself. At least that sounds better then being lazy. I did go lay in the tanning bed yesterday but that hardly constitutes self improvement. I did go get my hair done last Saturday, color and cut. HATE the cut. I cute off about 7 inches and its right at my shoulders now...(NOTE TO SELF: Casey, you do NOT look good with short hair) Can't wait for this mistake to grow out.

Riddle me this, WHY in the world do people that love you continue to tell you little white lies? And where did that expression come from? Why "white"? Anyway...I need to find a better way of communicating my thoughts and feelings to my boyfriend or I am going to start referring to him as my ex boyfriend. Love the guy to death but it takes everything I have not to suffocate him with a pillow while he sleeps. I think it bothers me so much because I have trust issues. Ahhh, yes, another thing I need to work on.

While I am thinking about it I would also like to add to the list of things I need to work on FRIENDS. I need to reevaluate the ones I have and really make an effort to bring more people into my life. I feel that I have out-grown some of my friends and they have nothing but problems and that brings me down. I need nothing but positive things in my life and I also need to make sure that I am the positive thing in other peoples life. I have two very good friends that I can always count on and that will always be there for me. And I have several friends that would never be there for me when I needed them but I am the person that they come to when they need something. I also have many acquaintances that would say they would be there for me but we both know that I would never go to them with anything and they would never be there for me. I think I am the kind of person that would rather have a few really great friends them a lot of "just ok" friends. I need more variety in my life that's for sure.

Back to work I go.